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I was hopeful. I was totally and completely hopeful. I could see where I was going and for the first time in my life it was somewhere I wanted to be. I was okay with the complications, maybe more okay than I should have been... but I could see I could finally see where I wanted to be and understood how I was going to get there. I wasn't where I thought I wanted to be until I saw it, not a compromise, just somewhere I could really be. Maybe this is just a bump on the road... maybe it's the end. Maybe this is the lesson I need to learn not to be so careless with my heart. I don't know... I'm sure where I'm going and I have no idea how to get there... well no good ideas anyway.