Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies
How can it be possible to ignore the fact that someone is lying to you for so long. I feel like a complete fucking idiot. Remind me never to fal in love with a complete asshole again. Or rather if you have a sneaking suspicion that your signifigant other my be a pathological liar don't ignore it.
I feel like such a fucking idiot I don't even know.
Here are things I never want do again:
Be blatantly lied to by the person I love.
Get cheated on.
Make myself completely blind to the world.
Loan money.
Tell my secrets.
Ignore the things I should see.
Alienate myself from the people I love.
Stop talking to Kidder. (because I heart Kidder, and once you lose him he is hard to get back)
Not take Jay's advice.
Date any of the sorts of boys i dated in high school.
Fall for anyone crazier than I am.
Be afraid of people.
Not give up when it needs to be done.
Date anyone that still calls their ex their "best friend".
Fuck boys they suck so much ass. I just want to meet a nice boy and get married then pop out babies. My sister thinks I should marry a christian... I thought that was a good idea... Timmy agreed although he was sure to mention that I am not his type (oh Timmy! hahahaha). Yeah i feel so old I just want to be a grown up already. I graduated high school five years ago... if we had one I could go to a high school reunion this year. This way too long.
Yeah I'm just gonna be sixteen year old for now and see where that gets me. Actually last time I tried that it got me Johnny and a whole of a lot of good that was. Oh well I'm gonna try it again any ways... this time I'm not gonna date any scene boys how about that?
I feel like such a fucking idiot I don't even know.
Here are things I never want do again:
Be blatantly lied to by the person I love.
Get cheated on.
Make myself completely blind to the world.
Loan money.
Tell my secrets.
Ignore the things I should see.
Alienate myself from the people I love.
Stop talking to Kidder. (because I heart Kidder, and once you lose him he is hard to get back)
Not take Jay's advice.
Date any of the sorts of boys i dated in high school.
Fall for anyone crazier than I am.
Be afraid of people.
Not give up when it needs to be done.
Date anyone that still calls their ex their "best friend".
Fuck boys they suck so much ass. I just want to meet a nice boy and get married then pop out babies. My sister thinks I should marry a christian... I thought that was a good idea... Timmy agreed although he was sure to mention that I am not his type (oh Timmy! hahahaha). Yeah i feel so old I just want to be a grown up already. I graduated high school five years ago... if we had one I could go to a high school reunion this year. This way too long.
Yeah I'm just gonna be sixteen year old for now and see where that gets me. Actually last time I tried that it got me Johnny and a whole of a lot of good that was. Oh well I'm gonna try it again any ways... this time I'm not gonna date any scene boys how about that?