going to the chapel...
to see Christine's wedding!!!! Yeah! I'm so excited.
And I'm moving back to Durango tomorrow. I know, I'm a little crazy. I miss everything about the place and I really miss Andy. I think breaking up with him has really given me some insight into what I want my life to be like. I love him. I really really do. We have our problems and we fight but everyone else has issues too. I cause some fights...he causes others but I have never met a guy so open to discussing things in my life. He will talk to me about whatever I want. He listens and gives feedback and I just have been a little empty without him for the past three weeks. I didn't feel like this with old andy. When we broke up I was sad, but I did'nt miss him...I just missed having a boyfriend. This time, I miss Andy. I feel like a little piece of me is missing. I'm moving back for school but I think that I'm supposed to be with him and I hope it works out. He is a little resentful towards me right now which is understandable. We aren't going to live together. I think we should date...imagine that! We hardly had a dating period...we pretty much lived together from the second month on. Maybe if we take it slow and learn to trust eachother again we will do well. sigh...
I never expected to feel this way. I'm glad I got this chance to figure out how I really feel.
And I'm moving back to Durango tomorrow. I know, I'm a little crazy. I miss everything about the place and I really miss Andy. I think breaking up with him has really given me some insight into what I want my life to be like. I love him. I really really do. We have our problems and we fight but everyone else has issues too. I cause some fights...he causes others but I have never met a guy so open to discussing things in my life. He will talk to me about whatever I want. He listens and gives feedback and I just have been a little empty without him for the past three weeks. I didn't feel like this with old andy. When we broke up I was sad, but I did'nt miss him...I just missed having a boyfriend. This time, I miss Andy. I feel like a little piece of me is missing. I'm moving back for school but I think that I'm supposed to be with him and I hope it works out. He is a little resentful towards me right now which is understandable. We aren't going to live together. I think we should date...imagine that! We hardly had a dating period...we pretty much lived together from the second month on. Maybe if we take it slow and learn to trust eachother again we will do well. sigh...
I never expected to feel this way. I'm glad I got this chance to figure out how I really feel.