Apr 13, 2008 20:22
here's the 411:
i'm dating this boy. his name is david and i'm so incredibly happy because finally, FINALLY, i was able to let go of my emotional baggage and let someone else in. he's from manhattan, he's honest, he's smart, and he really cares about me, which means a lot. i'm hoping this lasts because it feels really good right now.
IT'S FUCKING BASEBALL SEASON YESSSS i'm so excited because as i write this the yankees/red sox game is on and it's been such a treat having the yankees in town because we got to see three games this weekend. and i love baseball. that's all there is to say about that.
finally, i'll just say that i want the drama to stop. i'm so tired of it and the reality is that i love them all and i know we all care about each other so much and want this friendship to work out but sometimes it feels impossible. and i want it to stop. i know it takes more than that and i know that it requires effort and talking and vulnerability, but i'm hoping we can get that part over with quickly and get back to being us and being awesome. yeah.
loving life right now. 29 days until i go home <3