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HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!
it's actually my favorite holiday, and i got to actually make something that people liked. it's my aunt's recipe for candeed yams and they're AMAZING but they're like so bad for me but that's okay because i only get to eat them once a year. anyway, i got up early to watch the thanksgiving day parade and it was good. then i baked. then i got ready and went to my grandma's where i taught my 11-year-old cousin how to shuffle cards, and when he actually did it, he had the biggest smile on, and it made me so happy because i taught him how to do it. me... it made me reminisce (spelling?) about camp, because i taught my girls how to do things too, and i really don't think that many feelings top that.
anyway, the campies are supposed to come tomorrow (!!!) and stay at my house for the first time ever, and i'm really excited about that, except for now i'm feeling really sick, and i don't wanna have to cancel because that would be the second one in a row that i couldn't make. and that just flat out sucks. but i really really hope i'm better, because i need them more than anything this weekend.
on another note, i think i'm gonna start posting on this damn thing again. i miss telling the world about my problems... pretending that people acutally read and understand. it's a good time <3
i am so freaking happy for my best friend and the "big, blonde loser". wow. lovelovelove always :)
so yeah, that's about it. everything is really good right now. it's weird, actually, my sis and i haven't been fighting that much, and school's been a pain, but i've been able to deal, i'm turning 16 in less than a month (yeah, yeah, i'm a baby, shut up) and i'm just really content. good feeling, for real.
i'm out. look forward to another one of these soon ;)
amanda x.x.x