summer 2005
ok, so i got home last saturday, and ever since then i've been stuck in my new house, which sucks, because since everything's still in boxes, there's nothing for me to do.
camp was... amazing. i don't need to say anything more than that, because the people that shared the experiences with me already know about them, and the people that didn't... well, it wouldn't mean much to you anyway. for those of you who were a part of making the first half of my summer as incredible as it was, i just wanna say thank you for making my last year really unforgettable. i love you all so much, and no one should worry, because we will keep in touch.
kendy and i have been talking about how we're gonna handle school this year, and we decided that until school, we're not ready for people from home. i'll get back into things when i'm forced to... when september comes and we all have to start our junior year. but until then, and i'm sorry for whoever this may offend, i think i'm just gonna be with kendy mostly. i'm seeing RENT with camp people on the 20th, and i can't wait for that, and i know that we're gonna be having about a schmillion camp mini-reunions this year. and i really really can't wait for those.
i think bridget comes home tomorrow, which is exciting, on account of i've barely spoken to her all summer. i miss her a lot, and i know that while kendy's in florida and people are still at camp, she's like my only escape from port washington. and i really need something like that.
also in august i'm going to london with my dad and my sister for 6 days, and that should be fun too, because it'll get my mind off of camp and all the people i miss. so i'm hoping that that comes quickly. my dad just recently got an apartment in manhattan on the west side, so i'll be moving there in a few weeks, and i'm glad because that will make seeing camp people really, really easy. very good.
finally, for all of you who care, i spent a month with rudy, and now he's gone. i understand that my relationship with him doesn't make sense to a lot of you, and that's ok, but i miss him... i really miss him, and i'm just gonna ask in advance that no one call me dumb for being with him. just because he doesn't live here doesn't mean i can't love him. and i do, so unless it's supportive, please, port washington people, just keep the comments to yourselves.
i'm out, writing is making me feel even more sad and lonely.
amanda x.x.x