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[pandabr357]

Life is just so unfair sometimes. I hate that saying. It doesn't make anything better. I think it just aggrivates you more when it's treating you like crap. I mean duhhhh life is unfair, but why can't it be unfair in my favor? Don't get me wrong, I love to live. But it really hurts when something goes really wrong. I've been thinking a lot lately about everything. I don't want to live my life made by the stupid decisions of another. Melissa knows what I'm talking about. It's like the way life was supposed to be made was a circle, and now it's a square. Still a shape, but not how it's supposed to be. I dont' know how to explain it with out sounding like all whiny, and i don't want to sound that way. This whole thing has really toughened me up. I know how to deal with things better, and to make wiser decisions. And I think I am changing. I don't want to be ruled over any more.
"I will fight when needed, revel when there's an occasion, mourn when there is grief, and die if my time comes.....but I won't let anyone use me against my will." -Eragon