Balance
When all in all everything is okay.
I talk to you and let a smile slipm, But I mean it.
When were under the clouds you hold me like the crackling of fire.
But when we are in our cave together I'm a one woman soldier.
Fighting this bubble with two forks and a nail file.
One handkerchief to catch the pain and a bottle of water to keep me hydrated.
I cuddle wrapping my arms far enough around my body to make my self feel safe.
Knowing that I have no armor from my own team to hide behind a shield that I am not strong enough to hold myself.
I grab her hand on the other side and a wild flower appears behind me giving me wings made of silk.
I fly away with her.
I have, since I was a seed in my mothers womb.
Lifting me up farther and farther and making my cheeks swell with pride and Joy.
When she leaves.
I lower back to the ground.
I crawl slowly under the covers.
I sometimes smile.
I sometimes weep.
I am sometimes balanced inbetween.
I talk to you and let a smile slipm, But I mean it.
When were under the clouds you hold me like the crackling of fire.
But when we are in our cave together I'm a one woman soldier.
Fighting this bubble with two forks and a nail file.
One handkerchief to catch the pain and a bottle of water to keep me hydrated.
I cuddle wrapping my arms far enough around my body to make my self feel safe.
Knowing that I have no armor from my own team to hide behind a shield that I am not strong enough to hold myself.
I grab her hand on the other side and a wild flower appears behind me giving me wings made of silk.
I fly away with her.
I have, since I was a seed in my mothers womb.
Lifting me up farther and farther and making my cheeks swell with pride and Joy.
When she leaves.
I lower back to the ground.
I crawl slowly under the covers.
I sometimes smile.
I sometimes weep.
I am sometimes balanced inbetween.