I Dare you to move like today never happened

Feb 07, 2006 00:19

So Josh had the nerve to write a blog on myspace about how everyone blew him off for his birthday when in actuality he blew me off.. Karma's a bitch, get over it... So I talked to him tonight for awhile and while I was talking to him I saw this little note he left and I left him a lovely little comment back.... Somthing along the lines of a quote and some sarcastic other shit.

Have you ever been doing absolutly nothing and you hear somthing that just makes the world click. Like suddenly everything makes since? Doesn't that seem to always come at the perfect time. Kind of like when I get inspiration to write a poem or a story.

I'm sick of making people laugh when I don't really care to talk about the important things in life. The things that really matter. I've thought a lot about it and for some reason I always turn everything into a joke. Even if it's a joke about how much I don't give a fuck about politics, the government, the world, wars, or important people who've effected this world. It almost makes me mad to realize how much the "really important" things don't matter to me.

So I began to think about the reasons why I really could care less. And it dawned on me that it's not that I don't care. It's really not. Politics and important things that I should actually care about were always thrown down my throat by my brother, and weather or not I had a say I was always wrong. So I decided that it does matter to me that people that I would really rather not think I was compleatly stupid know that I'm not. And as crazy as that may be I'm going to stop trying to avoid conversatoins where I could learn a thing or two.. The only person I would really listen to was D when he was telling me something about history..For some reason I wanted to know. He didn't make me feel compleatly stupid lol even though that may have been waht he was thinking laf.. oh well..

Well I'm off to bed everyone..
Oh and another thing. I'm going to start caring about my grammer. ha....... sort of.. or I will get better at least. I promise
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Good night.. be safe
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