it's all good... it's all right...
He looked with a blank stare at the screen, drunk... "I lost a really good friend"
Those words being said to me kinda made my entire night.
It was quite an ok night actually. Cried all morning cause Josh pissed me off again, then went to school and nothing else really happened until tonight when I got a little buzzed and really stoned. Had a bunch of people over. Saw Joe tonight again. Missed that kid. It was weird having him here with out Damien. Kinda good but more bad I suppose. Had a good conversation with him in my room about everything now that I'm calm about the hole situation. Finally got to say things I've been holding back that I never should have. Finally got to talk to him without giving a fuck about what he may or may not say out loud.
I saw Tim and Felicia together. I don't know what to do. I really think Tim is selling drugs again and into that shit but felicia isn't going to listen to me. When I explained to her how much I didn't feel comfortable with Tim at my house she just made a comment about how happy she was. FUCK. she actually decided to have sex with Tim and I wish she would have waited for someone worth while! Damn it! but all I can do is be there for her and respect her decision as an "Almost" adult-sigh
So I had a conversation with some people about me tonight lol. Apparently I act really ditzy.. duh as if that wasn't blatantly obvious you stupid mother fucker. I just know how to make people laugh, and if this isn't blunt enough for you I'm not really a freakin cluts/ditz/whatever you wanna call me. Probably because I'm still a drama kid at heart. But I make life more interesting and if that bothers you..........Fuck off : )
cheer's my friends....
Those words being said to me kinda made my entire night.
It was quite an ok night actually. Cried all morning cause Josh pissed me off again, then went to school and nothing else really happened until tonight when I got a little buzzed and really stoned. Had a bunch of people over. Saw Joe tonight again. Missed that kid. It was weird having him here with out Damien. Kinda good but more bad I suppose. Had a good conversation with him in my room about everything now that I'm calm about the hole situation. Finally got to say things I've been holding back that I never should have. Finally got to talk to him without giving a fuck about what he may or may not say out loud.
I saw Tim and Felicia together. I don't know what to do. I really think Tim is selling drugs again and into that shit but felicia isn't going to listen to me. When I explained to her how much I didn't feel comfortable with Tim at my house she just made a comment about how happy she was. FUCK. she actually decided to have sex with Tim and I wish she would have waited for someone worth while! Damn it! but all I can do is be there for her and respect her decision as an "Almost" adult-sigh
So I had a conversation with some people about me tonight lol. Apparently I act really ditzy.. duh as if that wasn't blatantly obvious you stupid mother fucker. I just know how to make people laugh, and if this isn't blunt enough for you I'm not really a freakin cluts/ditz/whatever you wanna call me. Probably because I'm still a drama kid at heart. But I make life more interesting and if that bothers you..........Fuck off : )
cheer's my friends....