chapter 4: secrets arent secret anymore . rating : PG 13 ish .
chapter 4 : secrets arent secret anymore .
i lay still with wide eyes . my mind was prossesing what he just said . the scene played again in my head . " i love you anthony danger padilla , & i cant wait till you actually know " my heart was racing a million miles a minute . i couldnt breathe . he loved me ? i closed my eyes & tried to sleep & wait till tomorrow . i would ask him about this .
i woke up earlier than ian . i slowly slid out of bed . i dressed & went down to get breakfast . i piled our plates with waffles , eggs , and BACON ! i went back to the room to find ian fully dressed , looking out the window . i approach him with the food . " iaaann " i said . he slowly turned around to have tears in his eyes. " ian , whats wrong?" i rushed over to him & put my arm around him . that pushed him over the edge , his tears spilled over to his cheeks . "ian , whats wrong , what happened ?" i asked . " love , being in stupid love " he replied softly . "dont you hate when you fall for someone & you just cant tell them ." he added . "ian , follow your heart & do what you think is right " i said ," love is meant to share , dont just keep it & hurt yourself with it " "youre right " he said , " i will , soon , i promise " " okay , & you better keep that promise " i warned . "yes mother , now can we eat mommie ?," he said with a smile . "sure wittle ian " i said as i pinched his cheeks . we sat down & ate breakfast .
the webbie show that night was incredible . we won for comedic series & we met a lot of other youtubers . we went back to the hotel room , smiling like idiots . we both fell asleep quickly . soon , i felt ians lips on mine . the motion woke me , but i pretended to be asleep . his tounge ran over my bottom lip . it took all my will power to not shiver from the chills running down my spine . i felt his soft , plush lips slowly work against mine . i quickly thought up a plan . i took my hand & ran it through his hair . i opened my eyes slightly to see ians blue eyes wide in shock . i grabbed the back of his head & held his lips closer to mine . "ian ," i mumbled . "anthony , what are you doing ?" he asked against my lips . " i love you ian , i really do ." i whispered . i felt his grin underneath mine . "i love you too anthony . " our lips met again & we lay there , kissing the whole night .
sunlight streamed through the window . i opened my eyes . ians arm was slung across my waist . i smiled & lay a quick kiss on his lips to wake him up . his gorgeous blue eyes fluttered open . "good morning " i whispered against his lips . i felt his lips curve into a smile . " come on , lets get up and get going " he said . " MEEGHH i duuunn waannnaa ! " i whined . i was perfectly fine in the cloud like bed . i pulled the sheets over my head , hiding . ian pulled the sheets back down . " we have to " he said . i groaned and pulled the cover back over my head . i heard him sigh . " i guess you wont get any gelato after luuuccchh " he said in a sing-song voice . i gasped . he knew i loved the frozen treat . i reluctanly pulled the covers down . "
a double scoop ?" i asked . " sure ," he smiled . he extended his arm & i took his hand and got up . we dressed and spent the whole day sightseeing . we were sitting at an italian restaurant , eating . " ant ?" he asked as he finshed his mouthfull of calzone . " mmmm?" i mumbled , my own mouth filled with spaghetti . " when we get back to the hotel , do you wanna swim , at the beach?" he asked . " dude , its like 11pm . " i said . " thats better , no people , no kids , just us " he replied , his eyes having a sparkle . i nodded ," okay " i liked the idea of us together , in the warm water .
we got to the seaside hotel around midnight . we quickly got up to the room and changed into trunks . we grabbed towels and headed down to the beach . ian grabbed a lantern from the table on the deck . we started our walk down to the beach . ian held the white paper lantern ahead , illumimating our path . the warm cast of light shone on his light hair . soon i felt sand underneath my feet . we laid down our towels & the lantern . " now what ?" i asked . " we SWIIIMMMM !" he yelled as he ran into the surf . i giggled and ran in behind him .
the water was cold. freezing. ians eyes widened as soon as a wave hit him . " its so coollldd , ant " he whined . " come here then , " i grabbed his hand and pulled him into a kiss . our bodies heat met in a sweet collision . our lips , moving slowly against each other . my heart was about to burst out my chest . ian pulled back reluctantly . " so , where does this leave us ?" he asked , his arms still around me . i thought about it , the kisses we shared , the falling in love . " well , theres only one thig to do . iam hecox , will you be my boyfriend ?" i asked carefully . i didnt want to be rejected or laughed at . i closed my eyes , awaiting his response . i felt his soft lips on mine for a brief moment , only a mere kiss . " so , ill take that as a yes ?" i asked . " you can take that as a , how could i possibly say no ? " he said with his beautiful smile . he brought his lips back up to mine . my mine exploded with emotions . i was super happy , the one man i loved , was finally mine . his tounge ran across my lips. i shivered . ian was such an amazing kisser i thought . our tounges met & danced to the sweet melody of the moment . it couldnt be more perfect . i sighed in his mouth & continued kissing him. ians arms grabbed my hair and brought me ever closer to him. the last thing i remembered was the soft glow of the white paper latern on the sand & ians lips , on mine .
ohgeez . its about 12:30 am . im such a rebel . lol . so i hope you like it , no ? the next chapter will be up probably next week after my exams . well , bye . :D
i lay still with wide eyes . my mind was prossesing what he just said . the scene played again in my head . " i love you anthony danger padilla , & i cant wait till you actually know " my heart was racing a million miles a minute . i couldnt breathe . he loved me ? i closed my eyes & tried to sleep & wait till tomorrow . i would ask him about this .
i woke up earlier than ian . i slowly slid out of bed . i dressed & went down to get breakfast . i piled our plates with waffles , eggs , and BACON ! i went back to the room to find ian fully dressed , looking out the window . i approach him with the food . " iaaann " i said . he slowly turned around to have tears in his eyes. " ian , whats wrong?" i rushed over to him & put my arm around him . that pushed him over the edge , his tears spilled over to his cheeks . "ian , whats wrong , what happened ?" i asked . " love , being in stupid love " he replied softly . "dont you hate when you fall for someone & you just cant tell them ." he added . "ian , follow your heart & do what you think is right " i said ," love is meant to share , dont just keep it & hurt yourself with it " "youre right " he said , " i will , soon , i promise " " okay , & you better keep that promise " i warned . "yes mother , now can we eat mommie ?," he said with a smile . "sure wittle ian " i said as i pinched his cheeks . we sat down & ate breakfast .
the webbie show that night was incredible . we won for comedic series & we met a lot of other youtubers . we went back to the hotel room , smiling like idiots . we both fell asleep quickly . soon , i felt ians lips on mine . the motion woke me , but i pretended to be asleep . his tounge ran over my bottom lip . it took all my will power to not shiver from the chills running down my spine . i felt his soft , plush lips slowly work against mine . i quickly thought up a plan . i took my hand & ran it through his hair . i opened my eyes slightly to see ians blue eyes wide in shock . i grabbed the back of his head & held his lips closer to mine . "ian ," i mumbled . "anthony , what are you doing ?" he asked against my lips . " i love you ian , i really do ." i whispered . i felt his grin underneath mine . "i love you too anthony . " our lips met again & we lay there , kissing the whole night .
sunlight streamed through the window . i opened my eyes . ians arm was slung across my waist . i smiled & lay a quick kiss on his lips to wake him up . his gorgeous blue eyes fluttered open . "good morning " i whispered against his lips . i felt his lips curve into a smile . " come on , lets get up and get going " he said . " MEEGHH i duuunn waannnaa ! " i whined . i was perfectly fine in the cloud like bed . i pulled the sheets over my head , hiding . ian pulled the sheets back down . " we have to " he said . i groaned and pulled the cover back over my head . i heard him sigh . " i guess you wont get any gelato after luuuccchh " he said in a sing-song voice . i gasped . he knew i loved the frozen treat . i reluctanly pulled the covers down . "
a double scoop ?" i asked . " sure ," he smiled . he extended his arm & i took his hand and got up . we dressed and spent the whole day sightseeing . we were sitting at an italian restaurant , eating . " ant ?" he asked as he finshed his mouthfull of calzone . " mmmm?" i mumbled , my own mouth filled with spaghetti . " when we get back to the hotel , do you wanna swim , at the beach?" he asked . " dude , its like 11pm . " i said . " thats better , no people , no kids , just us " he replied , his eyes having a sparkle . i nodded ," okay " i liked the idea of us together , in the warm water .
we got to the seaside hotel around midnight . we quickly got up to the room and changed into trunks . we grabbed towels and headed down to the beach . ian grabbed a lantern from the table on the deck . we started our walk down to the beach . ian held the white paper lantern ahead , illumimating our path . the warm cast of light shone on his light hair . soon i felt sand underneath my feet . we laid down our towels & the lantern . " now what ?" i asked . " we SWIIIMMMM !" he yelled as he ran into the surf . i giggled and ran in behind him .
the water was cold. freezing. ians eyes widened as soon as a wave hit him . " its so coollldd , ant " he whined . " come here then , " i grabbed his hand and pulled him into a kiss . our bodies heat met in a sweet collision . our lips , moving slowly against each other . my heart was about to burst out my chest . ian pulled back reluctantly . " so , where does this leave us ?" he asked , his arms still around me . i thought about it , the kisses we shared , the falling in love . " well , theres only one thig to do . iam hecox , will you be my boyfriend ?" i asked carefully . i didnt want to be rejected or laughed at . i closed my eyes , awaiting his response . i felt his soft lips on mine for a brief moment , only a mere kiss . " so , ill take that as a yes ?" i asked . " you can take that as a , how could i possibly say no ? " he said with his beautiful smile . he brought his lips back up to mine . my mine exploded with emotions . i was super happy , the one man i loved , was finally mine . his tounge ran across my lips. i shivered . ian was such an amazing kisser i thought . our tounges met & danced to the sweet melody of the moment . it couldnt be more perfect . i sighed in his mouth & continued kissing him. ians arms grabbed my hair and brought me ever closer to him. the last thing i remembered was the soft glow of the white paper latern on the sand & ians lips , on mine .
ohgeez . its about 12:30 am . im such a rebel . lol . so i hope you like it , no ? the next chapter will be up probably next week after my exams . well , bye . :D