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Christmas was wierd this year. Usually i'm looking forward to it, mainly for the material aspect of it, but not even that interested me this year. It was like i couldnt have cared less if it came or not and if i didnt have it marked on the calender, i totally wouldve forgotten about it. Maybe its because ive had so much shit on my mind to care about all of the holiday commotion or maybe im just slipping furthur into this apathetic state ive been in lately. Either way, new year is coming up, and im not making any bullshit resolutions but i do wish that things would clear themselves up.