Life is what you make of it
Today, I woke up. The sun was shining in my eyes. It looked beautiful through my new curtains. I felt good. It felt like a good day was on the rise. I was happy.
I got to school, then 2nd period rolled around. Me and Sam read our Yahoo horoscopes as usual. My horoscope read as the following [exaggerated]; "Blah Blah Blah love Blah Blah Blah lovers Blah Blah Blah flirting Blah Blah Blah cuddle with your lover..." Needless to say, this depressed/annoyed me. But, I let it roll off of my shoulders.
Until, I saw Joey walking down the hall. He was happy and smiling. So, I followed my horoscope and flirted by saying, "Hello" and smiling cutely. His face immediatly dropped, he looked away, and walked past me without the slightest look of noticing me... even though he looked right at me before he flew off... Now, I knew he's been slightly avoiding/ignoring me, but not in such a blunt, rude way before. I thought maybe he was just shy, maybe... he just doesn't like me... Fuck him.
I spent my whole fucking day, worrying about how people viewed me, if I was attractive, etc., etc., just being a paranoid little bitch.
Then, the day was over and I got onto my bus. I talked with Ellen, Madison, and Alicia. They made me forget about him. They made me feel better about myself. They made me happy again...
I <3 my friends. They're the people who are there for me when I'm down.
"~In the shutterbug flash you look fabulous
With your made-to-order plastic mask
You look so divine...
You're a superhero
Demigod
No one anywhere anytime any which way but you
If the mirror speaks the truth we must aspire and work
Harder to be like you
"Cause anything goes when you're a star~"
I got to school, then 2nd period rolled around. Me and Sam read our Yahoo horoscopes as usual. My horoscope read as the following [exaggerated]; "Blah Blah Blah love Blah Blah Blah lovers Blah Blah Blah flirting Blah Blah Blah cuddle with your lover..." Needless to say, this depressed/annoyed me. But, I let it roll off of my shoulders.
Until, I saw Joey walking down the hall. He was happy and smiling. So, I followed my horoscope and flirted by saying, "Hello" and smiling cutely. His face immediatly dropped, he looked away, and walked past me without the slightest look of noticing me... even though he looked right at me before he flew off... Now, I knew he's been slightly avoiding/ignoring me, but not in such a blunt, rude way before. I thought maybe he was just shy, maybe... he just doesn't like me... Fuck him.
I spent my whole fucking day, worrying about how people viewed me, if I was attractive, etc., etc., just being a paranoid little bitch.
Then, the day was over and I got onto my bus. I talked with Ellen, Madison, and Alicia. They made me forget about him. They made me feel better about myself. They made me happy again...
I <3 my friends. They're the people who are there for me when I'm down.
"~In the shutterbug flash you look fabulous
With your made-to-order plastic mask
You look so divine...
You're a superhero
Demigod
No one anywhere anytime any which way but you
If the mirror speaks the truth we must aspire and work
Harder to be like you
"Cause anything goes when you're a star~"