Your over thinking panda
Well i took my little driving thing friday, kinda sucked. but i get my license on the 16th so everything is worth it.
Right now, i feel extremely weird. i have ALOT of emotions. but over all i like them. The biggest one to me is the confusing "like" feelings i have. i dont know what i want out of it, i just know i like someone, kind of alot. I am just so worn out of thinking. I just what things to happen, and everything be ok. I dont want to deal with my confusing past. And i almost wish i never meet "him" or atleast not promise him the things i did. two different people i am talking about, and i feel like i made a mistake somehow. Its not like i am owned by anyone or have a boyfriend. but i now i am going to end up hurting him. and after all he has done for me, he doesnt deserve it. But i need to move on. i need to. And i think it will really help liking this other boy. (if you read this, talk to me.)
oh goodness. i feel stuck, but i want to move on. And at the some time i dont want to loose anyone. dkfgjhsgjhdkghjj