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First off, I have a new job. I'm working at Dunkin Donuts and it's not that bad. The Baskin Robbins part is kind of a bitch, but the people are nice and I don't have to wake up early. Plus free donuts and bagels. I run into people from high school once in a while but its not that bad. I saw a girl I use to think was so pretty but was such a bitch and now's she's fat. Made me feel cute, so sue me.
I've discovered half the women in Long Island are Carla from Cheers. Look around people, you'll see what I mean. My new boss, so Carla!
Summer's a hard time for me. I have to be with my family, I have nothing to keep me motivated, Sean's far away, I isolate myself a lot. Plus, my birthday is during summer break and it depresses the crap out of me. It's not the getting older that bums me out, I just feel like it's a lot of pressure. I feel like people show their true colors on your birthday. I always end up feeling like I give a lot more than I get. During the school year there are some people who get big parties and lots of fuss but the summer birthday people get shit. There have been years when I have gotten presents for someone, helped throw them a party, all that stuff when it was their turn and my birthday comes around and not even an email. I really try to believe that you get what u give but my birthday always proves that I'm wrong. It's not like I want a big party or anything, but it probably says a lot, that the best birthday I ever had was the one I spent surrounded by people I had just met.
I've discovered half the women in Long Island are Carla from Cheers. Look around people, you'll see what I mean. My new boss, so Carla!
Summer's a hard time for me. I have to be with my family, I have nothing to keep me motivated, Sean's far away, I isolate myself a lot. Plus, my birthday is during summer break and it depresses the crap out of me. It's not the getting older that bums me out, I just feel like it's a lot of pressure. I feel like people show their true colors on your birthday. I always end up feeling like I give a lot more than I get. During the school year there are some people who get big parties and lots of fuss but the summer birthday people get shit. There have been years when I have gotten presents for someone, helped throw them a party, all that stuff when it was their turn and my birthday comes around and not even an email. I really try to believe that you get what u give but my birthday always proves that I'm wrong. It's not like I want a big party or anything, but it probably says a lot, that the best birthday I ever had was the one I spent surrounded by people I had just met.