Dec 29, 2004 18:47
Lately I have had so much on my mind. Not about any particular subject, but all leading to the samething. But also doesnt everything always lead to the samething. That is God. I guess lately i have been going through tests of faith. I have been thinking of the times they have been coming in. Its really when we think we have just finished the biggest one. The little trials he is beginning to put me through are going to help me become that true man I really will be, not can be, but will be. I have just had so much on my mind lately. I read something a few nights ago about evolution and whatever. I also read something else about Creation. It made so much sense. It was from someone i highly respect and never knew they were such strong believers. He was talking about a painting had a painter, a building had a builder, and creation has a creator. That really hit me because that is so true. I never really thought of it. I began to think of my days in high school and the different science classes i have been in. For some strange reason they would always focus on the evolution rather than even teaching about anything at all of creation. Evolution does have some sense but what about all the ? in the whole thing. What about all the holes in evolution....I guess. we shall have to wait and see.
I have also been thinking of these things like Myspaces, Livejournals, Xangas, and jus to name a few. I have been reading and just looking around on these things. I have noticed that a lot of the stuff we have to write is just a bunch of crap. I am not naming names because i have been doing the samething. I am as guilty as the person to my left and my right. Its jus weird how we can accept the fact we can write about drugs, our days, the music we listen to, the things we see, but not the things we feel with the Creator, our Lord, our Savior, Jesus Christ. We tend just have fun with these and use it for our own benefit, rather than seeking the full possibilities of what these have the power to do. I for myself also have to blame for this foolishness that has been going on with this. I for one am taking an oath toward myself and God to not write anything unless it will glorify God with as much as i can. This is a promise i tend to fulfill. I hoep that you can do the same, and stop writing about the nonsense we as humans live, but as children of God write about the truth. If you dont do any of this stuff then go out and speak the truth. We have let the fire die down, but its not out. Let us go do the right thing...i cant do it alone though. Think about it. If you dont do this, there will be at least one person that will go to hell. And honestly i dont wanna live with that in my heart knowing someone is suffering because i cared too much about myself. Its to painful. So I encourage right now to start it fresh and lets go do the right thing.
So right now I am thinking once again, What do you really have life to live for? Do you not worry what will happen after life is over. For me I am not that worried about it. I know when I die, I will be dancing with joy. People say, "I will worry about it tomorrow." What if you dont have tomorrow. Tomorrow may not come around. We say you are young. Yeah you are young but that still does not gaurantee life. This past October i lost one of my best friends, and he was only 17. He was young, and he had a short life here on earth, BUT he still lives. John 3:16 states, "For God so LOVER the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." I know he is alive and loving it. You maybe saying, "How can you believe that. Its just a bunch of crap" or something similar to that. Well, how is it possible for a book thousands of years old to stil be exactly what had been written, and still have people reading it from day one and now and i can confidetly say thousands of years later on. Because it is the word of God and He lives and His word lives. Believe it. I live my life with no regrets, but one. Why didnt believe in Him sooner. I dont want to see people live that same regret. I ask you now. Do you wanna live your life with nothing to look forward to, with no point at all OR do you wanna live life with a purpose. A full purpose to glorify God with everything that you have? Its your choice from here. All you have to do is admit with you are a sinner, be willing to turn from your sins, believe that Jesus Christ died for you on the Cross and rose from the grave, through prayer invite Jesus to come in and control your life through the Holy Spirit. You dont know how to pray...Its just talkin to God. Afraid hes not there or feel stupid. Dont. CALL ME and ill pray with you. Send me a message and ill be more happy to pray with you. Please do so if you havent already done it.
This is the least i have been thinking of the past few nights, but one of the more important issues. I pray what i have spent my time pouring my heart would at least be able to reach one person. Then the time have taken to do this will be worth it. Please people do not take this for granted. Take care and remember that I love you and Jesus Loves you
IN CHRIST
CHRISTIAN REYES