pow.........plink..........fooofffff.
Oh gosh, I have so much to do it seems I will never see my friends again. I am trapped in a self made prison of home work and my oly escape is to do it. I am just so stressed all the time. Grrrr. fuck. errrr swear word! I am so frusterated. These made-up princes are starting to fall apart, I guess they never really held me in the first place, but hopefull I was.......hopefull I will always be.
Blue eyes, I want someone to write a song inspired by my eyes for a change. Man, I can't wait untill I move to seattle, though the pinces I imagine there will probably be the same ones that never fell through here. Except that they wont be! because old pt has a population of like 2.0 in the datable guys catagorie. Which is fine because I don't have time for a boyfriend right now anyways, god and they are never what they are suppose to be. Half the reason I get into relationships are for those little things they do to make you feel special, I know I do them to my lovers, most of them did not do it for me. All my past relationships were so dissfuctional, but I guess that is just the storie of my life, slightly dissfunctional. Anyways, dispite my imaginary princes, seattle will hold oppertunity for more then just getting laid. So I am excited, for school mostly, also for food. Port Townsend is not huge in the selection of places to go out, and they are not super friendly to people who are allergic to wheat.
Oh and I am just SOOOOO excited for school! it is ridiculous, really it is. But I am also excited to meet the students, and to have bunches of friends who are all doing art and we will have classes together and dinner parties and it will just be oh so very cool. I love meeting new people, making new friends.........starting fresh, though the last time I used that phrase I was pretending hard core and it did not work out anyways. You would think if you pretended hard enough, even if you already stated the end, if you pretended hard enough it would work out ok. It always did with Barbies, nothing went wrong in her world, well nothing I could not fix. Unlike most nastly little children I kept my barbies in prime condition.
There is sometimes things that cross my mind that make me pretty sad.
Blue eyes, I want someone to write a song inspired by my eyes for a change. Man, I can't wait untill I move to seattle, though the pinces I imagine there will probably be the same ones that never fell through here. Except that they wont be! because old pt has a population of like 2.0 in the datable guys catagorie. Which is fine because I don't have time for a boyfriend right now anyways, god and they are never what they are suppose to be. Half the reason I get into relationships are for those little things they do to make you feel special, I know I do them to my lovers, most of them did not do it for me. All my past relationships were so dissfuctional, but I guess that is just the storie of my life, slightly dissfunctional. Anyways, dispite my imaginary princes, seattle will hold oppertunity for more then just getting laid. So I am excited, for school mostly, also for food. Port Townsend is not huge in the selection of places to go out, and they are not super friendly to people who are allergic to wheat.
Oh and I am just SOOOOO excited for school! it is ridiculous, really it is. But I am also excited to meet the students, and to have bunches of friends who are all doing art and we will have classes together and dinner parties and it will just be oh so very cool. I love meeting new people, making new friends.........starting fresh, though the last time I used that phrase I was pretending hard core and it did not work out anyways. You would think if you pretended hard enough, even if you already stated the end, if you pretended hard enough it would work out ok. It always did with Barbies, nothing went wrong in her world, well nothing I could not fix. Unlike most nastly little children I kept my barbies in prime condition.
There is sometimes things that cross my mind that make me pretty sad.