May 17, 2005 03:47
Ok...quick update of the going on's in the life of Panogtor man. So i got this ticket, right? And now i have this court date...which is on June 15th (in case you were wondering)...but me being on probation and given the nature of the ticket (possession of MJ less than 1 oz.) it puts me in violation of probation. which in turn gives me another felony charge. so i'm just taking an educated guess, but i'm thinkin more jail time for yos. (also given that i really haven't been complying with probation at all...hooray for lack of self-discipline) Second big brain buster, mother of mine has given me a choice...more of an ultimatum...live in PQ and be homeless with no job and no car...or live in hemet with job and car but never return to PQ. This puts me in quite a pickle. (eww...pickles) Ideally i would LOVE to live in PQ, with job, with car, with friends, and most importantly (no offense to my dear CBS mates) with Carlotta. For the sake of ensuring my future i should live in hemet...but i always imagined my future having all of you guys in it. Fuck, I don't think I can leave Carlotta, or give up on the Community, or walk away from all the GREAT FUCKING MEMORIES OF OUR WONDERFUL FUCKING TOWN OF PQ!!! (some are good, some are bad...but all of them made me who i am) shit....god have mercy on my fool-hardy soul.
~fuckin yos