Another year older...
Hi LJ...
*sigh*
I've been here for almost a year, on May 5 is my birthday and also the day I moved in here. I can still remember the moment I stepped out of the box, the memory seems to fresh, it's like yesterday...
I was stuck in this plastic prison and was rescued by a beautiful girl... But no, he is not a girl! How can he be beautiful? How can he be so... attractive? I've gotten used to the fact that he is no girl and that I still like and want him, but yet...
It's always been so easy to win over those fan girls, I could have any girl I wanted at the wink of an eye! (If Tooru didn't snatch them before me) I never had trouble talking to girls or guys (even though I wasn't attracted to the guys), but with him it's so difficult. What's the difference anyway? He does seem to like me, not like-like me, but like me as a musician, that's what all those girls liked me for, right? Then way can't I just talk to him like I did with those girls? Why can't I just take him and forget about it?
I've been here for almost a year and all that's happened between the two of us was just some casual talking!
For my birthday I wish we'd be able to celebrate, just the two of us. But I think he'd find that rather awkward...