May 06, 2005 11:43
I was mad/frustrated/annoyed for a while because I can't drink...
But then I realized, I fucking hate drunk people anyway.
The only real reason I'd want to drink, is so the drunks would seem funny and not annoying.
I mean, drinking is cool once in a while. Sometimes it's fun when everybody just gets silly.
But it seems like everyone I know is drinking every day. WHY?
If you drink every day, you just get fat. And it kills your brain cells. And your liver. And your wallet.
I picture someone, who shall remain nameless, who could have been a really successful person. She had dreams. She was good at math, and she was witty and had a passion for marine biology...
Look at her now. All she does is sit around and drink... chugging down empty calories and then crying about how unfair it is that she's fat. HELLO!! She invites everyone over to get drunk all the time, because she knows if nobody could come over to drink, she'd have barely a handful of friends. Her self esteem is so low, she accuses all of her friends of being sluts... and then sleeps with every guy that will have her so she can feel loved. It's really sad. She's turning into her depressed pothead mother.
And NO, pot isn't any different from alcohol. You're underaged, it's just as illegal. Pot hurts your lungs, booze hurts your liver. They both kill brain cells and impair your judgement and reaction time.
Personally, I'd rather be around a stoner than a drunk. They're less annoying, less touchy-feely, less aggressive, and a lot more interesting to talk to.
So I can't get fucked up... fuck it, I don't want to. Nor do I want to go out and be promiscuous. I don't even crave caffeine anymore. I have progressed. I have evolved. I am better than my habits. I am not scared of myself anymore. I WANT to feel. Isn't that what we're here for? To experience? How much can you get out of life if you're looking at it through beer goggles?