haha nothing bad even happened today
sometimes mosttimes prolly everytime i lay down at night and think about what i did all day i can't remember anything that happened and this frantic feeling swells up in me and i feel like i'm going crazy or just dying slowly. i don't think i've done anything productive in a year. tallahassee has been an okay place to live but everything is turning sour real fast mostly just in my brain but if i don't leave soon i don't think i'll ever stop feeling like this. i miss my friends far away. i miss my mom. i wanna go home just as long as home isn't here. haha i sound like a coldplay song or something. whatever this is serious: i'm outies.