eclecticmuses May prompt: You're granted three wishes. What do you wish for and why?
I wish Amber hadn't died. House thought she was just a proxy for him. Cameron thought we moved too fast. Cuddy thought I was being used. But screw them all. Cuddy was the easiest to convince that she was wrong. All it took was a few weeks of Amber not trying to get a job in Diagnostics. House (and probably about two thirds of the rest of the hospital) will probably never give up. Yes, there were things Amber had in common with House that I loved. He's my best friend, so obviously he has some traits I like and admire. But there was a lot more to Amber than that, if you took the time to get to know her. As for Cameron's concerns, I'm just surprised they came from her. She of all people should know better. You can't put a time stamp on feelings. I'm not saying Amber was my soul mate or anything stupid like that but we made each other happy. And now she's gone.
I wish I knew why House agreed to risk his life for hers. I know he doesn't value his own life but he didn't like Amber... He didn't like her before we were together and he liked her even less once we were and I stopped constantly being at his beck and call. And it isn't as if he was sacrificing himself to save a better doctor. Amber wasn't bad by any means but she wasn't House, either. So what was his reasoning? The only thing I've come up with is ... she made me happy. But this is the guy who says I don't deserve to be happy. He's risked my job for his own purposes several times and admitted he'd do the same thing over again. Why would he suddenly risk his life for something that makes me happy? It doesn't make any sense...
Something tells me those wishes won't come true, though. So most of all I just wish I had someone to blame for this whole situation.
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I wish I knew why House agreed to risk his life for hers. I know he doesn't value his own life but he didn't like Amber... He didn't like her before we were together and he liked her even less once we were and I stopped constantly being at his beck and call. And it isn't as if he was sacrificing himself to save a better doctor. Amber wasn't bad by any means but she wasn't House, either. So what was his reasoning? The only thing I've come up with is ... she made me happy. But this is the guy who says I don't deserve to be happy. He's risked my job for his own purposes several times and admitted he'd do the same thing over again. Why would he suddenly risk his life for something that makes me happy? It doesn't make any sense...
Something tells me those wishes won't come true, though. So most of all I just wish I had someone to blame for this whole situation.
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