Nov 23, 2004 21:25
goin to canada tomorow! excited. going to freeze my ass off. hangin out w/ cousins for 5 days. going to be fun. rarely see them. see alot of my moms side of the family. nervous to see grandpa. alzheimers. not good. going to be hard to even have a normal conversation with him without him forgetting what we were talking about. got worse. uncomfortable. i feel so bad for him. cousins batmitzvah. should be amazing-growing up so fast.
on another note::
im sorry. ive been kinda bitchy towards u lately. dont know why but u seem to be having mood swings and i dont like them. unfriendly sometimes even. maybe its just me, but im noticing something. i love being your friend though-know that since i probably wont talk to u till sunday nite. i dotn lyke goin on vacation being on bad terms with a good friend. your spunky n cool to talk to n i always have fun when i hang out with you. can pretty much tell you ne thing. im sorry we fought today. bad mood. blocking me doesnt help though-just immature and pointless but w/e. i understand. know im sorry n didnt know what i said offended u. **wont name but u kno who u r. u read this.**
thats all for now.
love