Feb 15, 2004 21:52
I was tired early today. Probably the minute i woke up, exhaustion. And then after 5 hour dance practice i should have rested. Now its 2 in the morning and everything is still. I love it and hate it all the same.
I haven't done any work this weekend and i can just feel the stress building up. First midterm on wednesday and a few papers due this week. I know i can complete all these sucesfully if i just manage my time well. I was always good at that. Now i dont feel like doing anything....except complaining right here right now.
I keep coming up with the same question day after day: how could somebody ever put up with me when i cant even put up with myself? I'm still thinking about the answer before I stick to the conclusion that its impossible.