a lonely life, where no one understands you....
ok, so i just saw the twisted transister video that has snoop, lil jon, xzibit, and some other guy (dunno him hahaha) as korn. totally hilarious. specially when the korn guys actually show up in the end. i won't ruin it for those who haven't seen it.. but just GO SEE IT!
so i'm going waaaaaaaaaaaaay too boy crazy right now.. but i'm loving every minute of it. i've never really felt like i was a hot girl before, i always just thought i was cute enough to get by... but lately.. it's like wtf? are you sure you're looking at the same face i look at everyday??? guys are just coming out of the woodwork like crazy.
my ex's band just got signed and he's been calling me up trying to get me to spend the night out in bfe.. which i don't feel like driving to. well, actually, i wanted to go to hang out w/ him and the guys because i haven't seen them in years... but the more i talk to him about it, the more it sounds like a booty call and i already have a local "friend with benies" here (fucking HOTTTT *drools*) lol. where atleast there are no emotions involved. the only ex i'm willing to sleep with at this point.... well we all know who i'm talking about hahahahahhaha...*evil grin*
then there is my drummer's best friend.. who is like the PERFECT guy... and we're taking things very slowly and i make no quams to mention that i'm dating around. he's the type that if we were to get involved i gotta get all this rebound crap out of my system first and who knows how long it will take. it's just too bad i didn't meet him 2 years ago. he's fucking perfect for me. who knows, maybe once i decide to settle down he'll still be interested. but it's not going to be any time soon.
then there was the slip up w/ my drummer... ugh i hate getting drunk and shooting my mouth off.. but he started it!! we're fine now. but certain things should never be mentioned or talked about between band mates. crushes being one of the BIGGEST! plus his best friend, mr. perfect, is completely up my ass.. so it was just bad. and it make's things weird now when we're around mr. perfect because i think they've talked about it when i wasn't around. guh...... weirdness, me no likey!
then there are a couple of "hey we went out on a date like 4 years ago... what are you doing now?" guys dropping by which is cool, and another random guy from myspace. not to mention a couple of damon's friends have started asking me to hang out which is weird... but hey, whatever. i'm all about the party right now. i've been couped up for too long and i need to get out and about.
but are you getting the scope of it? like my phone is ringing constantly or i'm bombarded with IMs. which i don't mind the attention... but i just can't believe how much of it i'm getting. just weird to me. i keep thinking it's some sick joke.
so i'm going waaaaaaaaaaaaay too boy crazy right now.. but i'm loving every minute of it. i've never really felt like i was a hot girl before, i always just thought i was cute enough to get by... but lately.. it's like wtf? are you sure you're looking at the same face i look at everyday??? guys are just coming out of the woodwork like crazy.
my ex's band just got signed and he's been calling me up trying to get me to spend the night out in bfe.. which i don't feel like driving to. well, actually, i wanted to go to hang out w/ him and the guys because i haven't seen them in years... but the more i talk to him about it, the more it sounds like a booty call and i already have a local "friend with benies" here (fucking HOTTTT *drools*) lol. where atleast there are no emotions involved. the only ex i'm willing to sleep with at this point.... well we all know who i'm talking about hahahahahhaha...*evil grin*
then there is my drummer's best friend.. who is like the PERFECT guy... and we're taking things very slowly and i make no quams to mention that i'm dating around. he's the type that if we were to get involved i gotta get all this rebound crap out of my system first and who knows how long it will take. it's just too bad i didn't meet him 2 years ago. he's fucking perfect for me. who knows, maybe once i decide to settle down he'll still be interested. but it's not going to be any time soon.
then there was the slip up w/ my drummer... ugh i hate getting drunk and shooting my mouth off.. but he started it!! we're fine now. but certain things should never be mentioned or talked about between band mates. crushes being one of the BIGGEST! plus his best friend, mr. perfect, is completely up my ass.. so it was just bad. and it make's things weird now when we're around mr. perfect because i think they've talked about it when i wasn't around. guh...... weirdness, me no likey!
then there are a couple of "hey we went out on a date like 4 years ago... what are you doing now?" guys dropping by which is cool, and another random guy from myspace. not to mention a couple of damon's friends have started asking me to hang out which is weird... but hey, whatever. i'm all about the party right now. i've been couped up for too long and i need to get out and about.
but are you getting the scope of it? like my phone is ringing constantly or i'm bombarded with IMs. which i don't mind the attention... but i just can't believe how much of it i'm getting. just weird to me. i keep thinking it's some sick joke.