still small voice

Nov 29, 2005 22:24

Judge Me Not Ye Saints
For My History May Be Tainted
But I'm Sober Enough To Know Blood When I See It
I've Borne My Share Of Stones
Most Of Them Easily Thrown
But Who's To Deny
Your Water-Shed Side
Leading Me Home?
What Am I Supposed To Do About It Now?
Past Regrets And Long Laments They Find Me Somehow
O, What Am I Supposed To Do About It Now?
What Have I To Do But Fall Down?
To Spy From Far Away
May Seem That I'm One To Betray
But O, How I Try
The Spirit To Guide
The Promise You Made
Hold Me Up
Never Let Me Go
Love Me When I Am Broken
And Speak To Me

Sometimes we say we've had a revelation but really we just get enough courage to admit the truth.
The truth is I have everything going for me in my life and my future seems bright but i'm afraid to take one more step because i know i'm doomed without my first love.
my life was on track a while back but it's gotten so far from where i wanted it to go. but who would know? these are the things you can't tell about people from the outside.
despite all my issues all i'm dying for now is to feel close with god again. i don't care what that looks like, if i look like a good person or read my bible lots or seem like a strong christian, i couldn't care less at this point what the church thinks, i just want that closeness again, i don't want to feel separated from him anymore.
we are so foolish in how we accept our mediocre lives and all the wonderful things this world can offer us but really we're dying,
i cant stand this kind of existance anymore, this idea of what it means to be a christian, it's ridiculous now,
we all need to come to that point in our lives where we make a choice. if you're going to call yourself a christian you either do it for real and stop trying to live two lives or you walk away,
and that's going to be it from me.
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