Undefeated
It's been a crazy past 12 weeks.
We 'cleansed' the office and tried to find solutions to MANY problems. I took over 2 more departments and found myself stretched to the limit. Our family grieved the loss of our matriarch, and personally, the only grandmother figure I've ever known in my whole life.
At one point, I was in a tsunami of tears. I was overwhelmed, scared and frustrated at so many things. And then Bryan looks at me, with some compassion, and asks, "Why do you cry.. As if you've already been defeated?"
At that moment, I wanted to scream and punch him and just basically kick him. I wondered, this guy, how can I spend the rest of my life with someone who won't even share my feelings and pains in life.
But now, I understand. And I'm incredibly grateful for having a real man in my life, who will not question God with my fate and my life but would rather remind me that all I need to do is to continuously fight and fight with all my might and make me realize that my defeat, is nothing else but my choice.
We 'cleansed' the office and tried to find solutions to MANY problems. I took over 2 more departments and found myself stretched to the limit. Our family grieved the loss of our matriarch, and personally, the only grandmother figure I've ever known in my whole life.
At one point, I was in a tsunami of tears. I was overwhelmed, scared and frustrated at so many things. And then Bryan looks at me, with some compassion, and asks, "Why do you cry.. As if you've already been defeated?"
At that moment, I wanted to scream and punch him and just basically kick him. I wondered, this guy, how can I spend the rest of my life with someone who won't even share my feelings and pains in life.
But now, I understand. And I'm incredibly grateful for having a real man in my life, who will not question God with my fate and my life but would rather remind me that all I need to do is to continuously fight and fight with all my might and make me realize that my defeat, is nothing else but my choice.