*sigh*
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Hmmmm...
Anwyays. How is everybody lately? Is being home weird? Are you wishing you were home? Did you come home to find that it isn't what you once thought it to be? I'm not even in the mood to think about all that. I can't sit still. I'm exhausted, but I have a ton of nervous energy. (I had to retpye that sentence like 3 times because of all the typos...see what I mean?) I'm skitzing out over here and it's a totally irritating feeling. Maybe I'll go like...run around the block a few tiems or soemthing. Anything to stop feeling this way...*sigh* I swear it feels like I'm always sick for a major holiday per season, at least. This time is was Winter Solstice...so happy solstice to me. lol. Yay for prednisone and benadryl...guys, always do anything possible to aviod steroids unless it's absoletely necessary...they are a complete mind fuck, and not usually in a good, trippy way. I feel...everything, magnified. And way out of control. But tired. It's so hard to explain. Ugh, I give up. I'm gonna try to go to sleep, there's something reassuring about mom, andy, and dan all being back in the house at the same time again...who knows when it'll happen next? I'm so grateful for it today even. If sleep doesn't work, I guess I'll go run around the block a few times, as mentioned earlier. If not, maybe I'll be online...or making phone calls...or decorating...or wrapping presents...or cleaning, esp. my room...Damn I'd better fall the hell asleep.
...I think I typed more corrections for typos in this entry than I did things that were correct the first time I typed them...
<3,
...Pammer...