Frustration does not even begin to explain....
My sister called and told me what was wrong with my dad...
Is it normal to feel like you've lived a lie and that your world does not mean anything anymore? I would have never imagined that I could feel this way, EVER.
So I have decided to hide... If it wasnt for Rob, Candy, and Joe, I would have no sanity left. It's official, I'm losing it.
My mom is coming on the 18, and right now, there is nothing more I want in this world than just stay with her. I hate the life I've lived until now, and I'm ready to change. I'm sick and tired of lies, of people pretending to be someone that they are not. Friends who pretend to be your friends and then decided that they apparently are too cool to even look at you. I'm tired of fake friends who use you for their own benefit and dont care about your feelings.
So if you believe that you fall into that category, then screw you...If you dont, then I just want to let you know that I love you.
Things to look forward to: NOVEMBER 22, MADISON SQUARE GARDEN WITH COLLEEN: U2!! :)
Is it normal to feel like you've lived a lie and that your world does not mean anything anymore? I would have never imagined that I could feel this way, EVER.
So I have decided to hide... If it wasnt for Rob, Candy, and Joe, I would have no sanity left. It's official, I'm losing it.
My mom is coming on the 18, and right now, there is nothing more I want in this world than just stay with her. I hate the life I've lived until now, and I'm ready to change. I'm sick and tired of lies, of people pretending to be someone that they are not. Friends who pretend to be your friends and then decided that they apparently are too cool to even look at you. I'm tired of fake friends who use you for their own benefit and dont care about your feelings.
So if you believe that you fall into that category, then screw you...If you dont, then I just want to let you know that I love you.
Things to look forward to: NOVEMBER 22, MADISON SQUARE GARDEN WITH COLLEEN: U2!! :)