it's almost christmas....
hey guys..... wow...havn't updated in a while....well....christmas is soo soon... i can't wait....not because im getting gifts and shit but because im actually happy in my life right now.. shit with my family is getting better... it's not the best right now but it's ok.... i've been spending sooooo much time with my dad and it makes me soo happy...we're actually really close and i feel a special bond with him.... yesterday i went to the mall with him for like literally 5 hours and we talked about everything there possibly is... not sex though, but other than that we talked about drugs and shit like that... he's really understanding and it makes me really happy... honestly like i read josh's post and how he hates his family and seriously everyone goes through that phase and if people expect a lot from u they give u all that bull shit...but honestly im not trying to sound like a mom, but ur family will always be there for u.... if ur the smartest person or the dumbest person ever ur family will ALWAYS be there.... the last couple of months that i havn't been able to go out, i've been kickin it i guess u can say with my parents and honestly i love them... they make me soo happy...when one person in my family is mad at me it ruins everything bc then everyone argues... i have my ups and downs with my family but they're always gonna be behind me whether im in moreno or bh.... just appreciate the things u have. be happy with wat u have. some people don't even have a mom or a dad and if u have both c'mon appreciate it.....much love and peace