I am so cold from running through the rain
ah, I love this time of yearrrr, fall is finally coming, and things are starting to feel normal once again. I think I'm finally starting to readjust, or finishing adjusting, or just am finally used to being back home.
I still don't know where I fit though, or how I fit, I know that probably doesn't make much sense, and it IS really hard to explain, but that's the best I can do.
I guess one of the hardest things I had to get over was just realizing things AREN'T exactly how they were in nineth grade. I mean, I'm not that foolish to think that I could just come back and pick my life up where I left it, but it was something I was hoping that I'd be able to do.
I guess I just had to go through that realization, so i'm sorry if I did something that may have seemed immature, or just plan weird, it was just my last attempt to see if things hadn't really changed. A last hope that we weren't actually turning into the adults that we are becoming to be.
I've been thinking waaaay to much about life lately and it's really starting to freak me out. ohhhh maaaaaan.
The germans are coming in three weeks, and my birthday is in two weeks, yay!
And yay for being home, I wouldn't have it any other way.
I still don't know where I fit though, or how I fit, I know that probably doesn't make much sense, and it IS really hard to explain, but that's the best I can do.
I guess one of the hardest things I had to get over was just realizing things AREN'T exactly how they were in nineth grade. I mean, I'm not that foolish to think that I could just come back and pick my life up where I left it, but it was something I was hoping that I'd be able to do.
I guess I just had to go through that realization, so i'm sorry if I did something that may have seemed immature, or just plan weird, it was just my last attempt to see if things hadn't really changed. A last hope that we weren't actually turning into the adults that we are becoming to be.
I've been thinking waaaay to much about life lately and it's really starting to freak me out. ohhhh maaaaaan.
The germans are coming in three weeks, and my birthday is in two weeks, yay!
And yay for being home, I wouldn't have it any other way.