Are goodbyes really what they seem?

[pameloo]

I wonder where Nicky is right now. She's probably in a very nickish state, enjoying hearing the familiar sounds of everything, that probably isn't all that familiar anymore. I wish I could see the look on her face at the sight of seeing home again. I hope she had a good flight. I hope she got to jam out to music on the plane, and I hope security didn't give her a hard time about wearing something made 99.9% metal, haha blazers. yay. I hope nicky had fun in washington dc, and I hope the car ride back with her dad is enjoyable.

God. in 6 weeks that'll be me.

So Nicky if you ever do read this, what was the first thing you did once you landed on american turf?