It's been a while...

[pamelaagd]

Wow, it's been a really long time since I wrote a journal entry...i am horrible with keeping up with this thing and I really need to try to be better at it, otherwise, what's the point? I am home for the summer and am having a pretty interesting summer thus far. I don't want to go into too many details, but my social life is actually better right now than it is during the year, mostly because I get so caught up in schoolwork and etc. I have recently found one of my older Alanis Morisette CD's and I am listening to it all the time and I wonder if it is affecting my mood...it makes me very reflective. I love some of the lyrics to her music, even though a lot of times it's really depressing and that isn't too much fun. I am going to start taking classes in mid June and I am not looking forward to that too much, event though it will give me a chance to see my friends who are living on campus and maybe even spend the night at school sometimes. It's funny how when I am at school I get in these moods when all I want to do is come home and how when I am at home, I just want to go back to school. I think I like to social aspect of school, just not the stress and the homework and the raging female hormones and chick fights, etc. To leave on a happy note, I also love the lyrics to the Howie Day song "Collide", so I think I will share. I know my thoughts in this entry are super random, but guess what, that is how my brain works and I might as well embrace my oddness and just let it all hang out! OK, here's the song, enough of my yapping!

"Collide" by Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

Enjoy!