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Life is so much better than it was.
I'm done dwelling.
I actually hadn't thought about the situation in awhile...when I was reading over some old journal entries on myspace that I had missed....and something in a journal entry that Sami had written caught my eye...
She says...."Anjilita once told me after a bad break up not to worry, because I would find someone else to love more intensely and the break up will be even more so...and the cycle will continue until I am old and moldy. She is right and as much as it sucks at the time, it always gets better and then I find better. It wasn't the ending of the relationship that killed me...it was the demise of a friendship I really thought I'd have through this life and the next. It's amazing how something can go from so good to really bad...so quickly. You don't even have time to think about whats going on and then you open your eyes and the person you thought you knew turns into a complete stranger. Hurt always stings that much more when it's by the person closest to you. Such is life I suppose. All you can do is accept things for what they are and continue to move forward and better things for yourself."
I love this. It is so incredibly true. Thank you, Sami.
Anyway, so much craziness has happened in the last month...
I've started school.
I'm about to buy a project car...'67 Galaxie. It's amazing.
I got an amazing camera to start my photography classes with...
Nikon D200...It's so intense...
I've also let someone go who was really dear to me. I feel like you can only be there for a person so much, before it's too much. It kills me to see someone so smart, be so fucking stupid.
That's about it for now....i think...
I'm done dwelling.
I actually hadn't thought about the situation in awhile...when I was reading over some old journal entries on myspace that I had missed....and something in a journal entry that Sami had written caught my eye...
She says...."Anjilita once told me after a bad break up not to worry, because I would find someone else to love more intensely and the break up will be even more so...and the cycle will continue until I am old and moldy. She is right and as much as it sucks at the time, it always gets better and then I find better. It wasn't the ending of the relationship that killed me...it was the demise of a friendship I really thought I'd have through this life and the next. It's amazing how something can go from so good to really bad...so quickly. You don't even have time to think about whats going on and then you open your eyes and the person you thought you knew turns into a complete stranger. Hurt always stings that much more when it's by the person closest to you. Such is life I suppose. All you can do is accept things for what they are and continue to move forward and better things for yourself."
I love this. It is so incredibly true. Thank you, Sami.
Anyway, so much craziness has happened in the last month...
I've started school.
I'm about to buy a project car...'67 Galaxie. It's amazing.
I got an amazing camera to start my photography classes with...
Nikon D200...It's so intense...
I've also let someone go who was really dear to me. I feel like you can only be there for a person so much, before it's too much. It kills me to see someone so smart, be so fucking stupid.
That's about it for now....i think...