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[pambietoohy]

thank you for everything.
thanks for leaving.
maybe your already there i'm not sure
but i hope you have a safe journey,
i still cant believe it that i tired so hard to get lucky charms for Jac and you.
end up it's just nothing.

i keep telling people you don't need this friend to survive, you don't need this person..... blah blah.
but end up is me who is making all the mistakes
to me friendships are so much impt
many a times i put friendship first then relationships
maybe it's not worth it after all.

TRUE FRIENDS: does it exist?
i don't quite know for now.



so many things happening.
i'm so not going to cry over silly things, silly people.
i'm so going to be strong.
strong that nothing will make me tear again.
it's the last time i'm going to feel this way,
it's the last time i'm going to believe what you say,
cause it's not believe-able anymore.
i want to stop being invisible.
i want to stop being a bloody post stick to you.
make you choice, tell the truth.
and i know the ending will be ugly but at least there is an ending.
not like shows that have no endings.

sorry , it's time to leave. ):