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Well, there are some good things that happened but mostly bad. I'm getting so sick of things here at school. I mean don't get me wrong I love the girls here but there is only so much time you can spend with the same people day after day.
I had a total breakdown today, seriously I must have looked like a total baby but the only thing I could think was "I just wanna go home". I miss everything about home... Mom, Dad, B-Lin I never knew how much I would miss my family, I know that they're always going to be there for me, but God do I miss just being around them. And Tim, God! I miss him so much...it totally seems like the girls here don't understand or even care about the situation and of course Jessie has to be dry humping Rolo right in front of everyone which doesn't help matters any, people just don't understand that even though I'm not with Tim right now, does not mean that I have ever stopped having feelings for him. God I just want to be with him, it seems like he brings up these situations to make me jealous and I don't know why, I have never done that to him, it sucks, I never know how to feel when he says another girls name, I know he's allowed to do whatever he wants but its just scary. I love him so much and I can't wait until we are together again, cause I know it will be for forever.
While the girls here are great, I miss my friends from home. Lish, Kandi, Jayshree, and everyone.
Lish~ I miss staying up watching movies and laughing all night. I miss following people in the car. I miss flirting with random boys...lol. I miss stalking Phillip Mario Maniscalchi a.k.a. The Itallion Stallion. I miss getting pulled over for "swerving" lol. I miss watching random movies, Jimmy Neutron Boy Genius and Clockstoppers...lol...I miss everything about you.
Kandi~ I miss swimming in fountains with you and 06/14/03 will always be my favorite day ever! I miss our late nite taco bell runs. I miss driving through Best road and guessing that they're selling drugs in those buildings. I miss going everywhere and ordering the same thing, no matter how weird it might be. I miss that you get my laugh when we've been together for a while. I will miss every "NEMO" joke that we have. God, I miss you so much.
Jayshree~ I miss watcing Pretty Woman like six times in one nite. I miss making funny movements and immitating Sandra Bullock's twisty bobcat pretzel. I miss all of our tennis moments. I miss going for drives and having our famous talks about everything. I miss reading Sloppy Firsts and Second Helpings with you. I miss fantasizing about Marcus Flutie with you. I miss everyday of golf practice that we had. I will always miss you when we're not together.
I know that's not all of you, and I'm sorry, but those memories have really been sticking out lately. I just wish I could relive all of those moments again. I miss all of you so much and I can't wait to spend time with you all again.
I had a total breakdown today, seriously I must have looked like a total baby but the only thing I could think was "I just wanna go home". I miss everything about home... Mom, Dad, B-Lin I never knew how much I would miss my family, I know that they're always going to be there for me, but God do I miss just being around them. And Tim, God! I miss him so much...it totally seems like the girls here don't understand or even care about the situation and of course Jessie has to be dry humping Rolo right in front of everyone which doesn't help matters any, people just don't understand that even though I'm not with Tim right now, does not mean that I have ever stopped having feelings for him. God I just want to be with him, it seems like he brings up these situations to make me jealous and I don't know why, I have never done that to him, it sucks, I never know how to feel when he says another girls name, I know he's allowed to do whatever he wants but its just scary. I love him so much and I can't wait until we are together again, cause I know it will be for forever.
While the girls here are great, I miss my friends from home. Lish, Kandi, Jayshree, and everyone.
Lish~ I miss staying up watching movies and laughing all night. I miss following people in the car. I miss flirting with random boys...lol. I miss stalking Phillip Mario Maniscalchi a.k.a. The Itallion Stallion. I miss getting pulled over for "swerving" lol. I miss watching random movies, Jimmy Neutron Boy Genius and Clockstoppers...lol...I miss everything about you.
Kandi~ I miss swimming in fountains with you and 06/14/03 will always be my favorite day ever! I miss our late nite taco bell runs. I miss driving through Best road and guessing that they're selling drugs in those buildings. I miss going everywhere and ordering the same thing, no matter how weird it might be. I miss that you get my laugh when we've been together for a while. I will miss every "NEMO" joke that we have. God, I miss you so much.
Jayshree~ I miss watcing Pretty Woman like six times in one nite. I miss making funny movements and immitating Sandra Bullock's twisty bobcat pretzel. I miss all of our tennis moments. I miss going for drives and having our famous talks about everything. I miss reading Sloppy Firsts and Second Helpings with you. I miss fantasizing about Marcus Flutie with you. I miss everyday of golf practice that we had. I will always miss you when we're not together.
I know that's not all of you, and I'm sorry, but those memories have really been sticking out lately. I just wish I could relive all of those moments again. I miss all of you so much and I can't wait to spend time with you all again.