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[pamass]

ugghhh...this wkend sucked...just bc i was in a real shitty mood! friday went to mr ugly (which was soooo funny) then wasted a half of a tank driving around all night, but i got to chill with some cool kids...zach, jeremy, andrew, nate, matt, Christy, Kristin...yeah they're pretty sweet...sat is when my pissed off mood came...i was trying to sleep in but ppl kept calling( i guess thats what i get for being so popular...hehe) like my soccer coach called 5 times then of course my mom called twice so yeah no sleeping in for me...went to moes with T and katie...saw tavis and matt...had a soccer game...played 5 fucking minutes bc i was somebodys rest (i would go in for the starter who needed a 2 minute brake then get pulled right off) fuck he should of just cut me... cuz i hate feeling like i suck when i know i dont...it makes me not want to play anymore...that feeling sucks bc ive been playing soccer forever...soccer is my life (haha pathetic i know)...it just pissed me off the whole wkend bc i had another soccer game sunday and the only reason a fuckin played was bc two of our main starters werent here. he puts me on offense on the field...wtf i dont know what the hell im doing when i play offense... i play defense, thats what im good at. O yeah and what also made me mad was he played a player that wasnt feeling good. he played her the whole game..we have 6 fuckin benchwarmers he could of put in, but no we all suck. okay enough of the complaining i just had to get that out... Miguel and Alex took me to starbucks sunday night...i love them <33

me alissa and lex hung out and me and lex caught up on a bunch of stuff..so that was a plus about this wkend :)