I'm scared.
I don't want to have to take medicine.
I dont want to have to depend on a pill.
I don't want side-effects.
I'm scared it will make things numb...and make other things that are ok...worse.
I'm scared it will screw up my school performance.
What if my personality changes, and people notice?
What if I lose my acting ability?
I feel like it's a big risk...especially since I'm at school and can't afford major risks.
It's the second time she suggested it...and both times, just at the mention of it, I immediately shake my head no.
But I do know I don't want to end up like her .
I dont want to have to depend on a pill.
I don't want side-effects.
I'm scared it will make things numb...and make other things that are ok...worse.
I'm scared it will screw up my school performance.
What if my personality changes, and people notice?
What if I lose my acting ability?
I feel like it's a big risk...especially since I'm at school and can't afford major risks.
It's the second time she suggested it...and both times, just at the mention of it, I immediately shake my head no.
But I do know I don't want to end up like her .