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You know that suffocating feeling you get when you're really stressed out and you just can't get passed whatever it is that's blocking ....your ablility to be unstressed. I've got that feeling. I was ok yesterday. I was just thinking once I get passed this exam it'll all be over for a few weeks and I'll have nothing to think of. I can go on that nice two day vacation and be completely relaxed. The only think that could possibly ruin that was money. I checked my bank accound and i actually have like $200 more than I thought I did...so I was like GREAT I'll be fine then! Then today my mom starting looking for money in her wallet...she was looking for $16 for a downpayment for this competition she's entering. Then that brought back all the negative feelings i've been having for a while that have to do w/ my mom and money...money that i never see...even though I really should because of child support and such.Then there's just the way she treats me..I know there's a lot of you who will be reading this who understand this part. Because a lot of you are college/university students who are forced to stay and home for financial reasons.
My dog is sick. She's had an upset stomach off and on for probably two weeks now and I'm worried. If she goes. I have to move out. I can't stay here without her.
I have to go to my minimum wage job now and be made feel stupid by people who think they are better than me.
My dog is sick. She's had an upset stomach off and on for probably two weeks now and I'm worried. If she goes. I have to move out. I can't stay here without her.
I have to go to my minimum wage job now and be made feel stupid by people who think they are better than me.