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Когда душа кричит от боли, ...А сердце молча слезы льет - .....Я покоряюсь Божьей воле… ......И время прочь все унесет… ...
It is so devastating to find out in one of the most difficult times in life that one of your best friends has already become your most ferocious and unforgiving enemy, who wishes you to be non-existent in their environment... It shattered me to see this person, to whom I had placed reliance, have invested my emotions and friendship and have disclosed secrets, making a final decision to suddenly depart from me and in the place of the former smile I could see a face full of maniacal aggression and hatred which must have lurked in her soul for years... She even verbally tormented my mother these days and even called another friend of mine in a fruitless trial to enrage her too against me... Me, who hardly survived and have to start rebuilding my life from the ashes again... I almost thought of her as type of a motherly character... I must have been wrong all those last 10 years. My bad!
How can one disagree with the Sage, who have said that " Life is the best teacher!"?
Best wishes for happiness and health to All!
Paloma
PS: Dear Reader,
Please forgive my avalanche of tears, but I can not show them in the real world. There I am a steady rock and here...I cry out loud! That is why I've decided to stay relatively anonymous in the blogosphere - no photos, no statements for my real self.
It is so devastating to find out in one of the most difficult times in life that one of your best friends has already become your most ferocious and unforgiving enemy, who wishes you to be non-existent in their environment... It shattered me to see this person, to whom I had placed reliance, have invested my emotions and friendship and have disclosed secrets, making a final decision to suddenly depart from me and in the place of the former smile I could see a face full of maniacal aggression and hatred which must have lurked in her soul for years... She even verbally tormented my mother these days and even called another friend of mine in a fruitless trial to enrage her too against me... Me, who hardly survived and have to start rebuilding my life from the ashes again... I almost thought of her as type of a motherly character... I must have been wrong all those last 10 years. My bad!
How can one disagree with the Sage, who have said that " Life is the best teacher!"?
Best wishes for happiness and health to All!
Paloma
PS: Dear Reader,
Please forgive my avalanche of tears, but I can not show them in the real world. There I am a steady rock and here...I cry out loud! That is why I've decided to stay relatively anonymous in the blogosphere - no photos, no statements for my real self.