day five is trying to push its fingers down my eyeballs.
i woke up early due to nightmares.
i've actually been having nightmares quite frequently.
i would blame the quitting smoking, but i'm not sure.
i'm not even taking Chantix!
(i've heard it can create some funky dreams/nightmares)
who needs some sage?
i remember the last spell of nightmares.
it was 2008. they were so bad i slept
with my light on for several months.
at least this time i live with someone and
i have a nightmare cuddle buddy.
today has been attack everything about
my phyiscal state in every way i want
a damn cigarette.
CHRIST I NEED A CIGARETTE but there's no door etched on THIS GLASS !
i won't go into the boring details.
i just can't look at mirrors today.
from my hair to my toe nails i want
to hide today.
it'll pass. my body and my brain are in cahoots!
they are trying to be tricky tricksters.
make her feel self loathing and she'll give us nicotine!
:D
i've actually been having nightmares quite frequently.
i would blame the quitting smoking, but i'm not sure.
i'm not even taking Chantix!
(i've heard it can create some funky dreams/nightmares)
who needs some sage?
i remember the last spell of nightmares.
it was 2008. they were so bad i slept
with my light on for several months.
at least this time i live with someone and
i have a nightmare cuddle buddy.
today has been attack everything about
my phyiscal state in every way i want
a damn cigarette.
CHRIST I NEED A CIGARETTE but there's no door etched on THIS GLASS !
i won't go into the boring details.
i just can't look at mirrors today.
from my hair to my toe nails i want
to hide today.
it'll pass. my body and my brain are in cahoots!
they are trying to be tricky tricksters.
make her feel self loathing and she'll give us nicotine!
:D