panic sickly sick. calm calm.

[palmfulofstars]

i feel like dog turd. my lungs hate me.

my brother does have gvh in his face and liver. 
they say it is a mild case and are upping his meds.

i'm home alone b/c i'm sick. 
we were supposed to go to a big ol' party tonight but
i couldn't make it. b/c as i've become an adult i recognize
when sick + rainy weather + cabin in the woods + lots of alcohol = really sick.

it's weird having the house to myself. and a bit lonely. 
took the dog to my mums b/c we were spending the night
in the woods. so he's not even home.

knowing i ain't got me charlie to cuddle to at night. god i'm so needy!! 
ew!!!

my emotions have been everywhere lately. maybe it'll be good to have
a night free to cry myself to sleep. those are good things sometimes ya know.