six fucking weeks and a new boyfriend later
its been six weeks now and all that comes to mind is that liz phair song, you know the why cant i breathe whenever i think about you? yeah that one it always makes me cry and its weird because after spanish is enough i dont want to cry anymore but at least i have laura and jonathan, god damn, i hate him for seducing me..im going to try really hard to let this go because, obviously this is a one sided feeling and none of our same friends seem to give a damn. and now matter how many times i try to be okay with it it doesnt work and i cant keep trying to get rid of all those days and all these latest days. god i bet i sound like some depressed idiot but im not i just.. regret. as always. what do you do when you cant even listen to LFO anymore? you do nothing because it is a one sided emotion.