a toxic cocktail of happiness and panic
My route to becoming a professional at, like, this training thing marches on apace.
I realised today - again - that everything that's happened to me in my life really has been in some way for the best, even if I didn't like it at the time. If I'd got to float last term, and if I hadn't ended up accidentally tagged in on a training project purely on the basis of the statistical work I did on another project that I HATED, I probably wouldn't have had to admit to myself how important it was to me, and been given the shove to take the first step down this road.
I realised today - again - that everything that's happened to me in my life really has been in some way for the best, even if I didn't like it at the time. If I'd got to float last term, and if I hadn't ended up accidentally tagged in on a training project purely on the basis of the statistical work I did on another project that I HATED, I probably wouldn't have had to admit to myself how important it was to me, and been given the shove to take the first step down this road.