I feel better than ever!!
Well I havent been around since last December, wow. Partially because I didn't remember my password, partially because I have been doing a LOT better lately! So here goes: I am 5'11" tall, 171 lbs right now. And I feel TERIFFIC!! I am much happier now than I ever was. I was 184 lbs 10 weeks ago. Now I am 171. I love it! I am feeling great, looking great... I almost went out and bought a bikini! I certainly tried some on, and I totally liked how I looked in them. I can't believe it, I havent liked myself in ANYTHING in a long time and now here I am trying on 2 piece swimsuits. I can't wait until I am perfectly happy and actualy buy one. I am getting ready to dabble in some fitness modeling soon! I am totally gonna be ready by the time the summer ends. I have been doing so well lately. Honestly---my calories have been around 1600 and I never thought I would be eating that many calories every day but thats what my body has been responding to lately. I do go to the gym TWICE each day, I am a cardio-queen, its all good though. My bodyfat % is as low as its been EVER!!! I am 171 lbs, and about 145-150 lbs of that is lean body mass/fat-free mass/muscle baby!! I have totally improved myself. I am finally at a point where I can lose weight safely and be the person I deserve to be WITHOUT starving myself!! I feel like I have come so far, like I will not have to go back to starving myself for 9 days at a time or eating just 1 apple per week. I am really proud. I am losing weight consistently, SOOOOO consistently. And this hasnt happened in such a long time and I KNOW IT WILL CONTINUE!!!