Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day.
Terrible day. I wish I was one of those people that didn't care, that gave up because it fucking sucks trying to keep this up. Life, in general, a huge part of me doesn't want to be alive right now.
Don't worry, anyone who randomly stumbles upon this. I'm not a person who would commit suicide. This shitty day will turn around at some point, and there is always something better down the road but right now I need to think that maybe the world would be better off if I was just gone.
Like an unopened toy is always worth more -- but sadly you can't go back in your box once you've been taken out so it's pointless to try. I'll just keep going on living 'not in mint condition.'