youre in my bed

[palljenkins]

i before e, except after c.

hello my friends.
i hope youre doing well.
i miss being a kid. nothing feels magic anymore.
i feel like ive mastered the game.
i understand the inner workings. i can play with the best of em'.
my biggest fear is growing old. the mind slowly unravels.
retro-grade. get back. go home.
ill get my wish...a devil's gift.
cross those fingers. dont lose gray.
keep the matter pink and white.
not tired of living, just disappointed.
im afraid of losing myself. ive got shit for neurons.