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This LJ is dead since everyone who bullied me into starting it quit and moved to myspace a long time ago, and it's safe to say I will never update again. But I am posting for one particular person.
Anyway, on the off chance that this individual happens upon this post, I would like to apologize if I pissed you off, which apparently I did. The last thing I wanted was to start a fight. Yes, I do realize that I am an idiot. No, sadly it will probably never improve. I am sorry for that too. I'm doing my best to counter it.
My intention was to alleviate any remaining conflict between us that seemed to spawn a few days ago, not to resurrect it or start new conflicts. It's also important to note that shit that happened three and a half years ago... happened three and a half years ago. Things have changed. I have changed. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but I think I'm better than I was back then. No... I'm sure of it.
I also realize that no one ever really cared about the progress that we've made on our server. I never meant to brag about any of that either. It's just, when we finally make substantial progress, it's the highlight of my day and I feel the need to tell EVERY one. Especially when it seems like we haven't made any for weeks. I just wasn't aware that it really bothered you and your pals that much.
Regardless. I do think it's true that we can never be friends. We weren't really friends to begin with. We just didn't click then, and we still don't now apparently. I just wanted to say, despite that sad fact, that I have the utmost respect for you, that I still think you're a pretty cool person, and that I didn't mean to be an ass and frustrate you.
I just think it's stupid to end on bad terms, since the shit between you and I ended a long time ago... Good bye, and I wish you the very best, my old friend and adversary.
Anyway, on the off chance that this individual happens upon this post, I would like to apologize if I pissed you off, which apparently I did. The last thing I wanted was to start a fight. Yes, I do realize that I am an idiot. No, sadly it will probably never improve. I am sorry for that too. I'm doing my best to counter it.
My intention was to alleviate any remaining conflict between us that seemed to spawn a few days ago, not to resurrect it or start new conflicts. It's also important to note that shit that happened three and a half years ago... happened three and a half years ago. Things have changed. I have changed. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but I think I'm better than I was back then. No... I'm sure of it.
I also realize that no one ever really cared about the progress that we've made on our server. I never meant to brag about any of that either. It's just, when we finally make substantial progress, it's the highlight of my day and I feel the need to tell EVERY one. Especially when it seems like we haven't made any for weeks. I just wasn't aware that it really bothered you and your pals that much.
Regardless. I do think it's true that we can never be friends. We weren't really friends to begin with. We just didn't click then, and we still don't now apparently. I just wanted to say, despite that sad fact, that I have the utmost respect for you, that I still think you're a pretty cool person, and that I didn't mean to be an ass and frustrate you.
I just think it's stupid to end on bad terms, since the shit between you and I ended a long time ago... Good bye, and I wish you the very best, my old friend and adversary.