crapshoot.
tis been a while.
i'm usually here to complain.
i have some questions. (again)
when a boy is talking about issues of the heart is it bad that im thinking about how my ex boyfriend lost his virginity? or how i called a friend but her in box was full so that i should send her a text message.
when a boy gets angry about me wanting to go on vacation with my friends is that bad? gets mad about a vacation thats not even established just fictionalized in our heads.
is it bad that i get all shriveled up inside when people tell me what they actually perceive about this. and i know its right.
i guess its even worse ive done nothing. i'm thinking i might me to passive about this.
i wonder if peoples feeling can be to intense or over bearing.
is it bad that i wonder how many times ill have to calm you down, for fighting a fight for no reason.
is it bad that thats not what i want out of life.
i dont wanna fight, i dont like the word.
and it ages people terribly.
yesterday i saw a girl from high school, jackie.
she turned and said "your still the same."
i responded "yea, i've looked the same sense-"
"no i mean your aura. i could feel it when i walked in this area."
have i not grown up in the slightest. i kind of thought i had.
i'm usually here to complain.
i have some questions. (again)
when a boy is talking about issues of the heart is it bad that im thinking about how my ex boyfriend lost his virginity? or how i called a friend but her in box was full so that i should send her a text message.
when a boy gets angry about me wanting to go on vacation with my friends is that bad? gets mad about a vacation thats not even established just fictionalized in our heads.
is it bad that i get all shriveled up inside when people tell me what they actually perceive about this. and i know its right.
i guess its even worse ive done nothing. i'm thinking i might me to passive about this.
i wonder if peoples feeling can be to intense or over bearing.
is it bad that i wonder how many times ill have to calm you down, for fighting a fight for no reason.
is it bad that thats not what i want out of life.
i dont wanna fight, i dont like the word.
and it ages people terribly.
yesterday i saw a girl from high school, jackie.
she turned and said "your still the same."
i responded "yea, i've looked the same sense-"
"no i mean your aura. i could feel it when i walked in this area."
have i not grown up in the slightest. i kind of thought i had.