Looking For....Part Deux
Title: Looking For....Part Deux
Fandom: Degrassi TNG
Pairing:Alex/Paige
Rating: PG-13
A/N: OK my Degrassi muse and I are still not on speaking terms concerning the final part for "Starting Over". So here's another filler. If we don't come to terms soon I'm going to run out of stuff. So enjoy.LD
Shit. Maybe this wasn't going to work. It had only been four days since Paige had found me at the Club. Four days since Paige asked me if I wanted to try again. And the truth was Paige was trying. No mention of Banting. No talking about the future. No trying to find out what I was going to do. Paige was doing everything she could not to push me. Paige was trying and I was being a jerk. And last night had apparently been enough for her. She didn't yell or scream. She didn't really do anything. She just got up from the table and left. It had taken me about fifteen minutes to realize that Paige had left the pizza place. I was mad at first. I didn't stay that way for long. I knew I had been pushing Paige, trying to get her to argue with me about our future plans. Shit why couldn't I just have a nice time with Paige. Why'd I keep trying to push her. I knew it was hurting Paige.
Damn. My cells almost dead. Come on Paige answer your phone. Damn voice mail again.
"Hi this is Paige. Busy right noe. Leave a message. Oh and if this is Alex,drop dead." Beep.
Great she was really pissed at me. Maybe Hazel knows where she's at. Dialing Hazel's number.
"Hello."
"Hazel, It's Alex."
"Before you ask, NO. And she said if you called to tell you to drop dead."
"Please Hazel."
"I really don't know where she is."
"Thanks anyway."
Now what do I do. I've checked the Mall. The Spot. Everywhere. She told no one where she was going. How can I apologize if I can't find her. Trying Paige's number one more time.
Beep."Paige please answer. I'm sorry. I was wrong. I really do want to try. Please Paige. I'm headed back home. My phone's almost dead. Call me there.Bye."
Opening the front door she heard her mother talking.
"Hey Lexie you're back. Look who's been keeping me company all day."
"Paige your here."
My mother gets up off the couch. Walking by me she say's.
"I'll let you two have the living room. Chad's not here." Turning to Paige."Thanks for the company Paige."
"It was no problem. I enjoyed it."
I walk over to the couch and sit down facing Paige.
"You've been here all day haven't you?"
"Yes."
"Why Paige."
"Waiting on you."
"Why didn't you answer your cell then."
"Wasn't ready to talk to you yet."
"And now."
"I'm still mad Alex. I'm trying not to push. You just keep.."
"I know. I'm sorry. I'm scared Paige."
"Scared of what."
"You. What you make me feel."
"And you think I'm not."
I lean forward and quickly kiss Paige. As I lean back I look in her eye's. I could fall into them forever.
"Paige where do you want this to go?"
"I don't know Alex. All I know is I miss you when your not with me." Staring into Alex's eye's."What do you want?"
"You Paige. However you let me have you. For however long you let me have you."
And she kisses me and it feels like the first time.
Fandom: Degrassi TNG
Pairing:Alex/Paige
Rating: PG-13
A/N: OK my Degrassi muse and I are still not on speaking terms concerning the final part for "Starting Over". So here's another filler. If we don't come to terms soon I'm going to run out of stuff. So enjoy.LD
Shit. Maybe this wasn't going to work. It had only been four days since Paige had found me at the Club. Four days since Paige asked me if I wanted to try again. And the truth was Paige was trying. No mention of Banting. No talking about the future. No trying to find out what I was going to do. Paige was doing everything she could not to push me. Paige was trying and I was being a jerk. And last night had apparently been enough for her. She didn't yell or scream. She didn't really do anything. She just got up from the table and left. It had taken me about fifteen minutes to realize that Paige had left the pizza place. I was mad at first. I didn't stay that way for long. I knew I had been pushing Paige, trying to get her to argue with me about our future plans. Shit why couldn't I just have a nice time with Paige. Why'd I keep trying to push her. I knew it was hurting Paige.
Damn. My cells almost dead. Come on Paige answer your phone. Damn voice mail again.
"Hi this is Paige. Busy right noe. Leave a message. Oh and if this is Alex,drop dead." Beep.
Great she was really pissed at me. Maybe Hazel knows where she's at. Dialing Hazel's number.
"Hello."
"Hazel, It's Alex."
"Before you ask, NO. And she said if you called to tell you to drop dead."
"Please Hazel."
"I really don't know where she is."
"Thanks anyway."
Now what do I do. I've checked the Mall. The Spot. Everywhere. She told no one where she was going. How can I apologize if I can't find her. Trying Paige's number one more time.
Beep."Paige please answer. I'm sorry. I was wrong. I really do want to try. Please Paige. I'm headed back home. My phone's almost dead. Call me there.Bye."
Opening the front door she heard her mother talking.
"Hey Lexie you're back. Look who's been keeping me company all day."
"Paige your here."
My mother gets up off the couch. Walking by me she say's.
"I'll let you two have the living room. Chad's not here." Turning to Paige."Thanks for the company Paige."
"It was no problem. I enjoyed it."
I walk over to the couch and sit down facing Paige.
"You've been here all day haven't you?"
"Yes."
"Why Paige."
"Waiting on you."
"Why didn't you answer your cell then."
"Wasn't ready to talk to you yet."
"And now."
"I'm still mad Alex. I'm trying not to push. You just keep.."
"I know. I'm sorry. I'm scared Paige."
"Scared of what."
"You. What you make me feel."
"And you think I'm not."
I lean forward and quickly kiss Paige. As I lean back I look in her eye's. I could fall into them forever.
"Paige where do you want this to go?"
"I don't know Alex. All I know is I miss you when your not with me." Staring into Alex's eye's."What do you want?"
"You Paige. However you let me have you. For however long you let me have you."
And she kisses me and it feels like the first time.